Remember around 10 years ago, when I was a little child, we used to plan your birthday in a very lit way. You teased me to decorate the house with lightings and loud speakers boasting music on your day, jokingly.
And I thought that it would be embarrassing. I used to dig my head in my hands and say NO PLEASE. And you would laugh and haunt me the idea of doing so.
But today things have changed so much, I want you to decorate the house with lights and bring loud music. I want to. But I don’t have that smiling face in front of me who would cut her cake.
And here am I using the past tense for you, that’s the worst thing. Even the lights I spread in the house won’t lit. 22nd of August is the most beautiful day ever. The day my mum came to this world.
I… I wish to go back and hug you and tell you that. Happy Birthday, MAA.