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A man never ever forgets his first love. First love stays in a man’s heart forever. Lucky are those who get married to their first love. Sufferers are those who get to live with ashes of feelings, memories, and stories. Even if you give your soul to the man, he will take the fullest from your soul but would sleep in the memories of his first love while holding your soul from one hand.

A man’s heart is similar to a big castle, the castle is dedicated to his first love, he builds the castle with the love of his life, decorates the wall pieces, windows, furniture and everything else while holding hand-in-hands with his first love. Each and every wall of the castle has marks of his love, lust, kisses, hugs, feelings, and so much more with his first love.

But then life moves on, the situations changes, and his girl while growing up gets attracted to castle’s build by other men and moves to some other castles and that person is left alone in his castle.

That’s the point when he let another woman enter into his life to fill his emptiness in life and tries to remove the marks of love from the wall of the castle with his first love. The new girl, no matter, how much she gives her fails to remove the strain of his first love, simply because man is not willing to let go.

I gave up everything of mine for my husband, I gave up my job, I gave up my attitude, I ended up myself in his business, I don’t remember how I was and how much I have changed myself for the love of my life, but I have failed to erase the marks of his first love from his heart.

Though I never ever tried to remove the marks, as I loved him from the bottom of my heart, yet his words of remembrance of his first love shatters my soul from deep inside. It’s been seven months to our marriage, I dream of having a life with him, living with him forever, spending my life with him. But he has some other options still crossing in his mind. I think when I would die, I would be able to unite with his first love.