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Here’s How My Life Changed After I Lost My Baby Brother

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When fortune wheel spins around and choose you, you know it’s your turn, you can’t elude it or withhold it and it happens always when you expecting it to least, who knew our delightful lives will take that turn and we have to go through and endure the pain that we never even thought about it. I don’t know why I never thought or ever envisage that we could lose you may be because life knew that I have to encounter that soon so maybe life was playing around with us.

I tried very steadily even very diligently but literally couldn’t find myself vocable in a manner that can articulate or portray my feelings or pain I feel for you. Down the road after 5 years, days elapsed, months advanced, year became years but the agony that came into our lives due to your loss never melts away. Instead, it is growing with every passing second. Your pain has become an essential part of our lives and living with us like you were once, we couldn’t ideate our lives with you before now there is no instant, no ecstasy, no success/failure, no occasion in our lives that went without memory of you. It is a reality of our life that we are dragging with us, how hard we try doesn’t matter we can’t forget that ONLY your memories are left with us.

Source: Sedona Soul Adventures

Wrestle around over small things, irrepressible chuckle, silly talk, smiling, giggling to hating each other. If I look back I have lots to remember, a childhood full of madness, teasing teenage, to a handsome young man we haven’t only grown up together but lived every moment of our lives at fullest.

Source: My Sassy Southern Self

People usually say that one never realizes the importance of the other person until they leave you forever. I can’t say that, you were important to me, precious for me, priceless and loveable for me from the day you were born. I always thanked God for blessing me with you. I never took you for granted. Maybe I never did anything big for you but I tried to do every small thing for you that I could do and wanted to do.

I wasn’t little when I lost you but I wasn’t strong enough to deal with the reality, I think no one can ever be, not sure what is the most painful thing on earth but realizing that you have lost your baby brother is excruciating. Preparing him to leave you is even worse. Offering prayer is the solution to everything but Salah of your deceased loved one and putting them down underneath the earth forever is what I wish no sister ever gets to experience in life (Ameen).

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